Wednesday, August 31, 2011

Good day?

Today has been actually very good so far. Although, im starting to not want to go to classes, since im actually getting things to do. Last night I went out to BWW with a couple friends. I already knew them from my home town, but I was just really thankful to get out! Tonight Im going to an activites fair, which will help me find things to do on campus, and hopefully connect with people! Becuase I do love to talk, I just cant get the nerve to actually approach someone new with no reasoning behind it. After that I joined a softball team. Its played with a 16in ball, so it shouldnt be to hard. Im stoked for that too. Then I have to come back to study for a little bit before I go to the Ice Cream Social. Which damn I love me some Ice Cream.

Still trying to sell my car. A huge stresser in my life. I lay awake most nights contemplating ways to make money, ways to get ahead. If I can just sell this car, I will be GREAT. I can live my life and be happy. Id only have my cell phone bill. Its times like these that i wish I came from a family with money so that I could just have things paid for. I may wish it, but I know that for a fact I wouldnt be where I am today.

My life has been strugles. I didnt have my dad in my life for the longest time. He was more worried about drugs and pussy. I was really younge, todler age when my brother was born (At this time I was still involved in my dads life). I was taught to change his diaper, feed him, and basically raise thsi NEW BORN baby when I was 5 years old. I remember telling my mom about it, but shed never beliefve me because I was a kid making things up. Blah. Now my dad is coming back into my life and slowly making an impression. He still breaks promises, and still isnt around very ofter.... But at least he is sometimes?

Now I must study. As today has been a good day so far!

-Mystery Guy

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