So today has been good so far. Well minus the morning. Woke up late for class. Damnit. Ran to class. Got blisters on my feet from the flip flops I was wearing. Then the teacher made a huge deal about it. Fuck off home girl! Then after that I was in a 3 hour chemistry lab. that sucked. The instructor could barely talk right, let alone teach me.
But my semi close friend came out today. I was the 4th person to know. Was really confused as to why he told me because we barely talk, were only close when we hang out? But I did feel cool that he came out. I always thought that he was, but then again people think that im gay.. and im not.... Maybe. Im pretty sure that I am, well i know that I am. And people assume I am already. so what do I fight it? For the mear fact, if i deny it, my family cant hate me. It sucks. Im not gay gay, im bi. Becuase I currently hold a girl friend. Im jsut attracted to men as well. I dont wanna have sex with them thou. Thats just an EW thought in my head. Id much rather have a vagina for that!
Volleyball was fun. Went to open gym. Was pretty fun, but pretty sure that I wont be making the team. But hey, i need to get out of my room more often. I smell really bad, and need a shower, but im currently blogging and eating chicken strips smutherd n hot sauce! My body aches from softball and tonight. Blah.
Gonna be a long night with Homework. been putting it off. Lord help me!
Until Next Blog
-Mystery Guy
